oh gosh. sweet weekends-
i embrace thee.
oh wells, considering its already
saturday though...guess that means i ve
got less than 24 hours before i gear up for
another roaring week ahead! yippee.

hahahahs no really i do love my life-
blustering tempest, hurricanes and all ^^
OH GOD i MUST have faith in You- and i know
i mustn let You down, just like You never give
up on me and hopelessly lackadaisical ways!

its a vicious cycle.
why do people think that turn away from God when
they face difficulties? ( its a question i struggle to
answer myself )

1. He knows my difficulties-
and He s not doing anything. Its His fault.
2. God is angry at me.
3. Nobody cares about me, not even God.
4. =insert your reason of choice here=

i dont consider myself worthy to know all about this
issue- but i do know and think that ITS NOT TRUE.

1. He s using it to change and develop us for the better!
did you really expect life to be a pretty bed of bouganvillea?
wake up and smell the atmosphere of
ozone layer depletion man-
what doesnt kill you makes you stronger;
and thats what God wants us to be. STRONG.

2. (ooh this one) God is forgiving.
He does get angry if you continue disobeying Him-
but He is a good and merciful God who loves us
and forgives again and again when we are truly sorry.

3. even if nobody cares, God Cares.
even if you were only an electron compared
to the cosmic galaxies of this universe, He made you-
and loves you. ^^
this ones a huge one, cuz all too often people like to
place their hopes and expectations on something
that doesnt last, or isnt reliable.

money? fame? academics? popularity?
sure its a good thing - and its good to use these
things to glorify God's name; but once its gone;
you re gone.
None of it will last- its true.
but God does, and His word is forever!

i guess this all sounds a little bit strong, but i do get
frustrated (at myself especially) when all i can see
is the impending doom of tutorials and ct tests
and to do this and that and failing my expectations-

when God is actually so much bigger than all of that.
i love my God. =)

and as i can talk big,
Lord i pray that i think big
and be BIG, so much more than my little worries./ ^^